Exhaustion

Pulling me down ... down ...
6 hours last night ...
3 hours today ...
Should not still be tired
Feel like Ophelia
Can't breathe
Held it together to meet
A family I will be babysitting for
Going forward
Good family ...
Good kids ...
I look at the boxes ... can't do it ...
But want it done ...
Want to cry,
But it would take too much energy
And dry out my contacts.
Not 'depressed' exactly ...
Actually things are pretty good
With having found work
And having Ari home
For the weekend
And all that.
Just for no good reason ...
(except maybe the less you do
the less you want to do)
Exhaustion.